i always wanted to write

i had always wanted to write for a long time, but i hadn't made myself the first step towards it... it all go with a saying from newton first law, i didn't have the inertia to write... Today i make it a point that i post my first blog wat ever it takes ..

i wanted to write a lot.... before siting down to pen my thougths, lot of ideas blooms but when i start to type evrthing vanish... sometimes i feel my thougths are so volatile...

yet again i have been thinking about 15 mins to write this sentence and i would call it an end cos it am stuck up or i couldn't priorities my ideology/thougths.. i will make sure that i pen down watever possible which makes sense and which are intersting ... from what is it to be a developer in the field of IT to what is it to be a slack who loves to play golf but haven't played Golf.

from start of this year, things have started to go out of control and i haven't managed it finely, both my professional life and personal life has gone for toss and i have made some decision for which i will bear the fruit in the near future .
Things have changed, i am not wat i was last year.. i am not socially involved as i was previously, i tend to get bored sooner than expected, i tend to get uneasy sooner.. i need to reform.. but haven't found a solution yet, i feel i am lost..