Oct 4th - - thy Day i Cried for thy first time..

As thy day near its show.. i m happy for it as well as i am sad...
I can still hear my teacher at year 11 in school saying "whenever your b'day date comes every individual will feel sad rather than being happy" and i could feel it for the first time.. what has caused this transition.. from being a jovial .. reserved and irresponsible character, i have travelled to be some one more than what expected..

I have always felt my birth date as the most special day in my life.. on that day i am always peped up with lots of energy.. i haven't treated that day as yet an another day ,, thanks to my parents and friends they have made it special.. love them alot... but now that i am away from them i feel sad.. but this is destiny ... let it take its own path,, let me play with it.. but i am filled with excitement as the days uravel itself.. oh boy i am growing old...


life is getting hard as we grow old .. thats wat i have learnt til now..

High security alert sounded in State

"Director-General of Police K.P. Jain visited the temple on Tuesday and inspected the bandobust." , i was totally shocked to read this line in the online Edition of The Hindu. I always considered "The Hindu" as the top news publishing paper in south Indian. I had grown up reading the Hindu. Until today i haven't read a word in the real english version as Bandobust, after reading the word i googeled it to see wheather it was added to the English dictionary. This is wat i found out

bandobust: n. [Hindi] protection arranged and provided by police or other security personnel. Synonym: security cover. Popularity: 2 unique visits per day ...
www.vsubhash.com/die.asp?word=bandobust - 3k - Cached - Similar pages - Note this

I was suprised by the degradation of level of standards by a Top News publishing organisation, i felt that impact of indianisation into english. Things are so mixed/messed up and i can't understand why things are gone worse from bad. I feel that the day is not far away where we may read sentences like " this kind of kodumai hasn't happened anywhere except in our City".

i always wanted to write

i had always wanted to write for a long time, but i hadn't made myself the first step towards it... it all go with a saying from newton first law, i didn't have the inertia to write... Today i make it a point that i post my first blog wat ever it takes ..

i wanted to write a lot.... before siting down to pen my thougths, lot of ideas blooms but when i start to type evrthing vanish... sometimes i feel my thougths are so volatile...

yet again i have been thinking about 15 mins to write this sentence and i would call it an end cos it am stuck up or i couldn't priorities my ideology/thougths.. i will make sure that i pen down watever possible which makes sense and which are intersting ... from what is it to be a developer in the field of IT to what is it to be a slack who loves to play golf but haven't played Golf.

from start of this year, things have started to go out of control and i haven't managed it finely, both my professional life and personal life has gone for toss and i have made some decision for which i will bear the fruit in the near future .
Things have changed, i am not wat i was last year.. i am not socially involved as i was previously, i tend to get bored sooner than expected, i tend to get uneasy sooner.. i need to reform.. but haven't found a solution yet, i feel i am lost..